RamsDom!

First in place I was interning. Was happy if I got sometime to blog. Blog yes, but…new post? Nah nah…on this blog…nah…maybe on the other…so two posts came up on the other blog which happens to be this and I thot, if I posted here, it must be on my life…which is traveling fast. But then me thot, who’d be interested in my life story… so what? Am still gonna give that dose to people of my life.

Now, there may/ may not be souls who wonder why I have not posted for such a long time… believe me… this is the longest break I’ve ever taken in any of my blogs. Ah!
stop it rams!![self talk]

Now, first one and a half weeks of no blogging coz of work, commitments [don’t ask what], no interest basically! 2nd half of 2nd week, ah!! Shopping mania…5 days at a stretch…for what? Me cousin’s wedding. Work n shoppin that’s what I did…!
Then came the third week ah! Cousin’s wedding… in which place? Ah my native pondy!. Wah wah! What a wedding… I must admit that was the first wedding where I really had a blast!

Now, am in the mood for blogging. I assure my readers [if there are any who still come… and those who have stopped thinking I must have died] that I am ready on the prowl waiting to kick ass…[whatever that meant!] soon thou shalt see posts in my blog… continuously, one after the other… my next post… the events that happened pre and post my bro’s wedding… it’s gonna be interesting pplz… well on the lines of a story… so, wait up me wilt be right back…

argh! forget the past! future is in my hands…![really rams!?]self talk again}

On which I behold my eyes,
A moment’s satisfaction, then hunger,
Five years have I followed them,
Which drew me near and further away.
I knew not where they went after
Search I didn’t, for the truth told,
“They will be found someday”

Making me weak in the knees,
Standing out among others,
They engulfed me as a prison.
Couldn’t escape; punishment.
To tell them the truth…
Seen many others, yet not so
In the unreal’s realism, I saw them

Nothing extraordinary, yet captivating
For them shall I leave the world.
Follow, hoping to lead to the truth
The want of another, began to seed
Yet I found none but needed
For I knew these will not be mine

The morning’s dream are of them
They couldn’t be erased, and mine’s too
In pursuit of them, I now search
For without them, I know not life
Give me a chance to say
“I love you” and still do, forever
And your dear azure eyes
Wishing they were, are and will be mine…

(this was my first attempt at form poetry… written on 17th morning at 6 in the morning when trying to study…poetry…instead of studying it i landed up writing my own…analysing the forms of other poets makes u write one with form urself rather than just a piece…poetry students…figure out the form!;))

[if u didnt get the poem read this...or else leave it:
it's about a lover, who loses love, misses the eyes of the love, for five years, loses hope and thinks will find another pair in someone else, yet realisation strikes,the original pair can never be erased from memory!so waits for them to be found.no particular gender is speaking. its universal....they:the eyes, those:the feeling of missing them, it:the love, truth:that i truly love them]

did i just spoil the poem?!

ok…this wasnt a great poem, i wrote it more for the form, and i always think eyes are the best feature of any person!

படம்: பார்தலெ பரவசம்

பாடு: அழகெ சுகம?

“வெலியெ அழுதால் வெகம், விலகை அனைதி அழுதென்”

non tamils: this line (a song from the film parthale paravasam) translates to “crying outside in the light makes me feel ashamed. so i shut off the lamp and cried.”
that’s the best translation i cd do!!

the song is about how a divrcee feels when he thinks about the divorce and the loss of his wife.

newy: this line reinforces how, society’s notion that ‘men don’t cry’ plays havoc with a man’s emotions and he is not able to express his feelings publicly.
crying is seen as a sign of weakness (in men)but is it really? no!

[beautiful line!]

all i want to say is… men or women… let that tear gland flow…you somewhere somehow need an emotional release in the form of crying!
do not care about society.what does society know how you feel deep down inside?!

பாடியின் சமயல் இருந்தாலெ பொதுமெ, வெர்யெதுவும் தெவயிலை!

மதி, பலா, போபா, மட்ர யெல்லா த்மிழ் ப்லொக்கெர்கலுகும் யென் மனமார்த நன்ரி

இனி ‘ராம்ச்’ தமிழில் ‘ப்லொக்’ ச்யய பொகிட்ரென்!

பாலா…இபொது atleast தமிழ் fonts தெரிகிரதா?

i encoded it in unicode as per anbu’s advice

aaaaaa………….est msg…in tam,….
பாடியின் சமயல் இருந்தலெ பொதும் லிfஎஇல் வெரெதுவும் சாபுட தெவயிலை!
umm..fellow tam bloggers…grammar, spellings…well thrash me for it…!!!
for non-tamil speakers, wat i wrote was…if grandmom’s food is there u dont need nethin else to eat!
hey, mathi, bala, boopa….
உஙல் யெலொர்கும் யென் மனமர்த நன்ரி!
thanks a lot men!!!
am so happy me can blog in tam now!!!!
yipppppeeee